why?

i'm just trying to figure out why i'm practically throwing myself at you.. but you still have your mind on someone who is denying that you are alive. it really puzzles me.. and i wish i could tell you how i REALLY feel about you, but it's too soon.. why do i feel this way about you? you show little to no interest in me.. i guess we're in the same position.. and you are becoming the very thing that you hate in him. and i know it's not the same.. but imagine how you feel... and think of me.

thank you